Actually I really didn't think I have ability to give others my wishes or thankfulness at this moment, so I didn't give out any Christmas or New Year card this year. Although I am really down at this Christmas and couldn't give any wish to anyone, my boyfriend told me that the more you can give others and the more you can give to yourself. I realized that I am a very selfish person at that moment, because there should be nothing can stop you to have a good force in your mind and for others. I guess that's the reason why I sobbed when I saying my wish and appreciating other's help.
Except thankfulness, I think I also need to apology to some people, especially who were my boss or my managers because of the recent reading of <Corporate Confidential: 50 Secrets Your Company Doesn't Want You to Know---and What to Do About Them >(中文書名：公司絕不會告訴你的50個秘密). It's a very useful book for those who don't really know the rules about the work. There are lots of information worker should know, especially those don't want to lose their job for some reasons which can't be said by company. After finishing this book, I found that I really made some serious mistakes in my past career life. If I could have lived again, I wouldn't have done the same thing or made the same choice again. Although there mightn't be all my fault, I think if I had a different attitude or solution, the situation and result would be totally different from now. Now I am really sorry for my immaturity and lock of thoughtfulness and support, and also appreciate their tolerance.
Happy New Year and may the force be with you.
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